oceana.

I'll vomit illusions, trick myself that i'm happy,
but so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty.
I think my heart could receive it, cheap imposter where you heading.
thank you my love would you believe me,
thank you my love would you be listenning.
but so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty.
feel me, my angers gone,
i don't breathe i only have a son,
it's not me, i'm not real, i was never born.
I am forever alive, i hook my heart to my eyes,
I reach from birth just to die, i keep the devil inside i grown him in me.
I think my heart could receive it, cheap imposter where you heading.
thank you my love would you believe me,
thank you my love would you be listenning.
I watched you choke on me, you leave me unbalanced, you come back to break them.
oceana.
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# Posté le jeudi 23 avril 2009 15:35

vacation.

October 18-25, 2009.
Orlando, Florida.
with Tania Climer.
I have so much friends that live there
it's going to be an insane week of fun and party.
vacation.
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# Posté le jeudi 16 avril 2009 21:58

I don't think people really get my "love" for Maika..

I wonder if he knows how amazing he is,
He inspires me in so many ways.
I'm not gonna lie, i would die to write a song with him someday.
He helps me in so much more ways than he could imagine.
No one ever made me feel so good just by singing.
And it's not like i can't talk to the guy.
His voice makes me feel like i'm just in another world.
A peaceful world. There is so much i could say.
He's not just another pretty face.
I don't think there's someone more talented than him.
And i'm so grateful to know them,
and be able to carry there for tomorrow so close to my heart.

2 words: THANK YOU.



and he said..
"your welcome! thank you for the kind words!
ahh im glad you appreciate what i do. i write songs for myself,
but for some reason so many people can relate to me.
i find that everybody else is just like me,
and im just like everyone else in a way."
I don't think people really get my "love" for Maika..
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# Posté le jeudi 16 avril 2009 00:02

Modifié le jeudi 16 avril 2009 17:21

topdumoment.

topdumoment.
bands.
- All Time Low
- There For Tomorrow
- Hey Monday
- Amely
- The Cab
- VersaEmerge
- Before their eyes
- Jonas brothers

boys.
- Alex Gaskarth
- Joe Jonas
- Maika Maile
- Petie Pizarro
- Jersey Moriarty

tv shows.
- skins
- the hills
- supernatural
- heroes
- gossip girl
- 90210
- one tree hill

songs.
- weightless; all time low
- on my own; amely
- run, don't walk; hey monday
- sweet sweet sound; sarah reeves
- moments between sleep; versaemerge
- skin and bones; romance on a rocketship
- that 70's song; the cab
- life was all a dream; before their eyes
- manhattan from the sky; kate voegele
- just got paid, let's get laid; millionaires
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# Posté le lundi 13 avril 2009 14:31

thankyouverymuch.

I was going to make an update post about what's going on in my life, but I wanted to take a minute to address some of the things being said on certain “gossip” sites about me first. I find it absolutely ludicrous, and at times insanely humorous, how 90% of the “information” on these sites are COMPLETE FABRICATIONS with absolutely no substantial backbone whatsoever. I never understood the reason why some people find it necessary to make up lies to put others down with (or wait, you DID hear it from a friend of a friend of an uncle's housekeeper's blind and deaf pet rat, right? So it MUST be true!).

The main thing I would like to point out is how some people think it is absolutely IMPOSSIBLE for a female to be friends with a male without sucking his dick. I don't know how you live your life, but I live a life full of self-respect and a quiet self-confidence, where I have never found it necessary to hook up with boys to get attention. I know it's SO hard to believe, but I actually use my (GASP) personality and (GASP) intelligence to form strong friendships with others, whether it be with a male or female.

Honestly, the double standard that is ever so prevalent in this “scene” is depressing and completely unfair, but to me, it IS understandable. Most girls are treated like pieces of meat (and this is because most girls ALLOW themselves to be just pieces of meat, nothing more). Sad, but true. But I do know there are solid girls out there who won't allow themselves to be treated less than they are worth, and who won't put up with anyone's bullshit. And this is precisely the reason I felt it was necessary to voice my opinion on this matter.
thankyouverymuch.
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# Posté le vendredi 10 avril 2009 16:43